Hmmm. Three years ago, I had bright white blonde hair. Was stinking way too tan. Wore a big fluffy princess dress and married the love of my life. After going through old photos and journals tonight, I realized how much of a journey these last three years have been.
I had no idea…… at that time that my passion for photography would start the beginning of a business nearly a couple months later. I had no idea how much my style would change, develop, grow. Nearly three years later I look back like I got married in a different decade.
I had no idea…… and never in my wildest dreams would I have thought I could be running my own business full-time. That mearly three years later to the day, I would be leaving a great company that I had spent the last five years with. Entering a new chapter of my life. Leaving the familiar and jumping head first into living my dreams.
I had no idea…..the depth of Matt’s love for me. Through thick and thin Matt has supported me and been there for me lovingly. He constantly lends a hand in my daily activities and in these last three years of me pretty much working 2 full-time jobs/90hrs a week he is the reason I have made it through. I can’t wait to have more life balance to now be able to return the favor. To make meals. To get up in the morning with him. To put him first.
I had no idea…… that God would be working in my heart, the last year especially, to be less worried about money, security, others perceptions, my self-image, about difficulties and about trying to control and plan everything. Life is messy. I now know that God can use any of my failures to glorify him, so I just need to keep reminding myself to look up and trust.
I had no idea…..how much of life is a choice. A choice to get up everyday and push through and make it great. You don’t just graduate, get a job, buy a house and sit there waiting for life to happen. You need to go out and live your life. Enjoy the little moments. Write down memories. Dance. Stop Doubting yourself and try something new. I am trying to embrace this daily. Being busy every moment of your days doesn’t make you successful or happy. I have learned this the hard way.
So in short….there is lots to celebrate today. I want to celebrate life and love those that are in it. Thank you all for being a part of mine. Happy Wednesday.
Also, on a small note. Member the tweet I sent out this last Sunday. I just wanted to show you proof so you can laugh with me. See. Ace Bandages. Ha.