Today

Today I am completely overwhelmed with joy of his goodness and grace.

Today, I feel. I laugh. I hurt. I smile. I FEEL. So many years of my life I only felt by external circumstances. Compliments, attention, entertainment, interaction with others, accomplishing work. I was numb inside. SO numb inside and truthfully wasn’t aware there was more out there. More for me. More for my heart. Today, I feel light radiating from my body.  His light. I want to continue to bring that light into all areas my life, and spread to those around me.

My heart is overflowing with tears and gratefulness to all that have held my hand through the journey to get here.  This picture below illustrates each of you…who believed in me when I couldn’t see up. Who stuck by me through the rough. Who knew my heart and my steps, even when my actions showed otherwise. You fought for me, when I wanted to give up. Who dragged me along into light and embraced me with love.

Romans 15:13 ¹³ May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.

I am here today friends, and I can’t believe it. It’s beautiful. My hands are lifted as tears, fall down my cheeks, full of praise. So grateful. Thank you, Lord. Thank you.